Lol.. today took a trans cab and the driver was playing emo chinese songs on the way. Think I've been listening to too much emo songs recently. Hehe.

It's a turning point... and soon there will be another... and another and another...

No matter what happens, together, we can pull through everything life throws at us.

Changes... and a reluctance to move on to a new life.... but I got to deal with it.

So much pent-up emotions in me. I feel like I'm being split into two by them.

Damn.

So fucking unfair.

It's been eons since I last updated.

Frustration has been plaguing me recently, and I have no idea what I'm frustrated about.

There just seems to be this huge weight on my head and it's wearing me out physically and mentally.

I'm tired. I want a break from the world. I want peace and quiet. But peace and quiet presents me another frustration. It's a never-endless vicious cycle.

What do I really want? I have no idea.

My entire world has been whacked out of the universe.

I'm tired of trying to be perfect all the time.

I'm tired of trying. But at the same time, I do not want to give up.

Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn.

I hate idling around with no aim whatsoever...

I would rather someone not make a promise than making one and breaking it... the feeling of shattered hope is a pain that feels so raw and cutting...

I would rather hide than face a problem, because 95% of the time I can't phrase my words without hurting people when I don't mean to...

I can't stand cold wars, but neither do I like heated ones... but I hate unresolved conflicts more than anything else...

I absolutely cannot stand being accused of something that I did not do.