A video I found on Youtube which features a scottish fold kitten =3

Woke up earlier than usual today because of an unpleasant dream.

It was about some 40+ yr old man who snuck into my house through the door after I unlocked it n went to the kitchen. I saw that sneaky looking man in my room n demanded what he was doing in the house... then different scenarios kept flashing acroos my eyes.

Like how I locked the house door n locked myself in my room and called 999
Like how I trapped him in my mother's room with myself blocking the door while screaming for help
Like how I saw him holding my laptop and tried to get it back...

And the dream after that was even more unpleasant...

It wasn't the dream itself... but the feelings after I woke up with knowledge of the dream.. and how it could be reality...

"Oh my! Don't scare me like that!"


"What's that?"


"Look, I'm a black, cute, furball~"

These are pics I've gotten from one of my random facebook friends =3 They're too cute to resist.

Underground - Nadine Khouri

Come down my friends
My friends come down
Walk this way
But make no sound
Cause we can't afford
To be caught
We live in the darkness
Where it's hot

Come down my friends
My friends come down
Walk this way
But make no sound
Feel the presence
Of the ones before us
In the night feel Eternity
To comfort us of
Our Solitude

Meet me tonight at the underground
Forget the world that surrounds us
Till human voices wake us
And they drown us, drown us

Come down my friends
My friends come down
Walk this way
But make no sound
Cause we can't afford
to be caught
We live in the darkness
Where it's hot

She says "I'm so scared.
Cause if they find out
I am dead.
What about your priorities?"
Don't you know that I have
None?

=X

Egoistical
Careless
Nonchalent
Irresponsible
Short-lived interests
Lazy
Procrastinator
Self-centered
Hurtful
Unworthy
No motivation
Escapist
Insensitive
Willful
Spoiled

I'm sorry for words that I did not mean to hurt u with... although I know that the damage can never be undone...

I don't know what else to say...

I don't know what I really want...