May 16, 2010
April 9, 2010
Today is one crazy day.
First, I screwed up in tutorial class because I didn't do the tutorial but got called up to present the question.
Next, I stayed in school after tutorial till 5 to do up my Spanish oral dialogue with Viknesh.
Then, as I was walking on my usual route to the bus interchange in JP, I saw someone who was lying on the floor, and the floor was tainted with his blood.
After that, I went home to rest up awhile before going for tuition, and was reduced to eating maggie noodles for dinner (for the god knows how many times recently). Why I didn't get to eat proper food? Well, my mother said: "if I go buy dinner now, the food will be cold by the time your sister gets back. Why don't you go eat dinner on the way to tuition?"
During tuition, the student was being slightly restless, but it was better than the past. I thought it was going quite well until the end of the lesson, where the mother told me to give a day's break tomorrow. And she said to the student: "Tomorrow you get a break from tuition, so don't tell me that you want to stop tuition again."
One bloody screwed up day.
First, I screwed up in tutorial class because I didn't do the tutorial but got called up to present the question.
Next, I stayed in school after tutorial till 5 to do up my Spanish oral dialogue with Viknesh.
Then, as I was walking on my usual route to the bus interchange in JP, I saw someone who was lying on the floor, and the floor was tainted with his blood.
After that, I went home to rest up awhile before going for tuition, and was reduced to eating maggie noodles for dinner (for the god knows how many times recently). Why I didn't get to eat proper food? Well, my mother said: "if I go buy dinner now, the food will be cold by the time your sister gets back. Why don't you go eat dinner on the way to tuition?"
During tuition, the student was being slightly restless, but it was better than the past. I thought it was going quite well until the end of the lesson, where the mother told me to give a day's break tomorrow. And she said to the student: "Tomorrow you get a break from tuition, so don't tell me that you want to stop tuition again."
One bloody screwed up day.
February 20, 2010
February 19, 2010
I wonder... why this sense of uncertainty pervades me... It's like a dark cloud, blocking my ray of light such that I am lost in the cold, harsh world. I step into murky waters, not knowing what would happen next, blind to any potholes. I seek little comfort in the fact that time's running out, that I have to clear my checkpoints or perish, stuck in the weird world that had suddenly enveloped me. It does not help, for me mind to be as clear as swampwater, or me heart as peaceful as high seas. Turbulence.
And I wonder... how many people would read this? perhaps none.
I long for sweet words and comforting hugs.. n I wonder she could sense it..
but I have no intention on keeping my hopes up only to have them dashed.
And I wonder... how many people would read this? perhaps none.
I long for sweet words and comforting hugs.. n I wonder she could sense it..
but I have no intention on keeping my hopes up only to have them dashed.
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