It's a matter of perspectives

Ever tried tried taking on more than you can muster, more than you can complete?

Ever tried burning yourself up on both ends, and ended up with no way out to retreat to?

Ever tried screaming silently to yourself, and ended up getting yourself screamed at?

I think. I think. I think.

Sometimes, there are certain stuff that you have to give up, so that you can concentrate on others and make up schedule fit for humans to keep up with.

Sometimes, trying too hard, too fast, just means that you're on speedway to doom and failure; that you're pushing too much, and you turn out worse than ever.

So, I've been considering. Thinking over, pondering through. Deciding for myself what's best for me.