I'm gonna turn everyone here into a pedophile. Lols!

He's the latest addition to my household. My mom's babysitting him. Hmm... such an interesting expression.

That's my cousin by the way, and yes, he's on a pink wheeler (do you call that a wheeler?)

~Attack of the cute grins~

Yes, doesn't he look adorable when he smiles like that?

That's him playing with my shirt and trying to get it off his head xD
Candid!

Yep. Been playing with him for a while now... and he eats like A LOT. Geez.

Later~

The sun shines bright... but its warmth fails to reach the troubled heart. A person's smile brings by a minute stab; the thought of that person's smile sends a confused heartache. The reason is not known. Time files by...

Only a temporary numb. Make myself forget. Incapacitate the ability to feel. The ability to walk away unscathed from the battle. Laughing at myself.

Questions. Pondering. Delusions. Illusions.

Wondering. Wondering. Wondering.

It doesn't make sense. Not at all. It shouldn't be.

Or perhaps it does.

Lost. Away. Gone with the wind. Like sand falling through my hands. Slipping away...

Am I at fault?

..... I dislike odd numbers.

That which serves to remind bring forth nothing but endless torture.

How is it possible?
It shouldn't be.
Or maybe not.

But it's the natural course of things. The way nature flows.
Gravity's weight lies downwards.
Miss your footing. Off you roll.
Down the hill and into the dark filthy swamp called failure.

Try and try.
It is simply not enough.
Find the delicate balance.
Between a life and a strive.
Step by step.
Racing through time.

Tick. Tick. Tick.
Flames are licking at my heels.
Though the heart wants the brain denies.
After all, it's mind over body.
But..
Does the mind overrule the heart?

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Zen. Focus. Function.

Wiped out! This is my March holiday schedule.

Sat - At home helping mom to babysit kids
Sun - Went over to Suntec/town to buy house phone with Silk. Squeezed with the crowd for a pretty long period of time before retreating back to Marina. Went vivo after that.
Mon - Astrea came over to do homework, play with the kids and watch movie.
Tues - Went shopping at Far east! Walked for the entire day from 1 plus to 6.
Wed - Tkd in the morning. Go home bathe and change. Meet up with old friends in town. Too bad that I had to miss their kbox session due to training. Tight schedule day!
Thurs - At home. House arrest. Gonna attempt to crack my head over homework. Maybe do a lil cooking as well.
Fri - Chemistry extra lessons in school. Meet up for GP. Stone.
Sat - Attempt to study maths and GP
Sun - Attempt to study maths and GP

There goes my march hols. Bleh.

A day of relief and what-to-do-next.

After a torturous week of never-ending tests and late days lined up against each other, I can't help but feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Nevertheless, it's only a small one as a greater weight has been placed upon me.

Went back home and conked out mentally, reverting to gaming to clear my mind and feel at ease. House got invaded by 2 kids - one almost a year old and the other nearing pri sch age - wonder if I'll get any peace with three kids at home.. Oh well, at least the youngest one is really cute. Lols.

Got back Chinese A's, and was glad that I didn't get a C. Shall continue to strive harder for the rest! Of course, a little part of me is still shaking my fist at the Oral category which cost me my A. Geh.

Questions fill my head.
Instincts on a rampage.
Screaming voices vibrate.
Shrill shrieks of the instruments.

Shut up.
Shut up.
Shut up.

Give me back my solitude.
My privacy.
My space.
My freedom.

Get out.
Get out.
Get out.

I can't wait to be rid.
To be cleansed.
Of this abomination.

Independence.

The day where I fall and fail only by my own two hands.

I don't FREAKING need this in my life.

Noticed that this is clogging up with all the spider webs and what nots.. Oh well.

Been to the movies yesterday with Silk to watch L: Change the World. Got pretty much a shock there at JEC during the whole time period I was there. Walked into the main building and within seconds I saw Ah bi, and during the movies it just happens that I was in the same movie and time slot as Astrea and Hui Shin. Lols. After the movie, I went to the washroom and saw Jasmine too. Positively scary? Not yet. I saw Astrea's friend while I was dropping by the library to see some friends mug for their terms.

Talk about a day full of coincidences. Luckily I didn't think I've met anyone that I know in IKEA after that ^^"

Anyway, L: Change the World was pretty good, although the storyline was really cheesy. Every time the main motive for the antagonist's comes up, I don't fail to snort in mirth. Geez... But yes, L was quite funny... It's something worth watching if you have the time and money for some comedy. There's a point to note though... I can't believe that this was actually rated PG with all the disgusting scenes of blood and death. Seriously.

Visited IKEA as they were having some sort of sale going on store-wide and I wanted to take a look at the mattresses there. Then again, all the single size mattresses were sold out. Bleh. Finally bought a cactus after so long.. But I'll still love the one that got stolen the most! I've been searching something like that for like 2 or 3 years... oh well, guess the current one I have will have to do.

Having an insane week starting from tomorrow..

Mon - Econs essay lecture test
Tues - Chemistry class test
Wed - Breather!!
Thurs - Bio Lecture test
Fri - Chemistry lecture test

What a nice schedule of tests lined up... I'd rather have some full blown Common test than this! Grr..