November 16, 2008

Feeling so screwed recently, especially in regards to the exams.

The papers were really quite tough overall, and I'm praying hard that I can manage to squeeze myself into local universities. Private university fees are too exorbitant for my family to pay for, and I'm starting to consider other paths if the end results are not pleasant. JC life isn't suitable for me, and I've known it since last year... but what to do? I'm feeling sick from cramming notes into my head unsuccessfully. Knowledge shouldn't be forced, it should be appreciated and learnt.

I think... in JC, the only subjects where I felt motivated to learn (and not study or cram) are possibly economics and GP.

Sickening. I hate repetitions, but their occurrences are so pervasive.