月半小夜曲

仍然倚在失眠夜望天边星宿
仍然听见小提琴如泣似诉再挑逗
为何只剩一弯月留在我的天空
这晚以后音讯隔绝

人如天上的明月是不可拥有
情如曲过只遗留无可挽救再分别
为何只是失望填密我的空虚
这晚夜没有吻别

仍在说永久想不到是借口
从未意会要分手

但我的心每分每刻仍然被她占有
她似这月儿仍然是不开口
提琴独奏独奏着明月半倚深秋
我的牵挂我的渴望 直至以后

The lonely melody of the violin pulls at heartstrings as I think about someone.

Today was the release of A levels' results in school.

Got a shock when I received my result slip because of a scary nightmare I had a couple of days ago.

B for Econs and GP, D for Chem and Bio, E for Maths - this was in my dream. It worried me to no end.

But today, I find it difficult to believe that I scored a C for Maths despite the abysmal answers I'd given, and B for everything else. I'm a lil disappointed for Econs though, since it was the subject I worked the hardest for. I figured that it was probably my case study that screwed me up or smth...

And now, the trouble and headache of deciding what courses and what uni I should apply to.

Thinking, thinking.

How do I know what I really want?