And now, I laugh at the irony of things. And now.... this section of the letter strikes the chords deepest in me.
Where love and pain merge
I choose to forget
For there is no sense
To suffer for what's not possible.
Its funny how things have come to a full circle, and its back to the starting point.
Reading this letter had made me remember things I have forgotten, and a part of myself that was lost is coming back gradually.
Certain things, you gotta deal with it.
Certain things, you gotta learn to let go.
Certain things, you gotta learn the baseline.
Certain things, you gotta learn to accept.
Certain things, are just not compatible with you.
There's plenty of things I have yet to learn. But I'm glad... I feel as if I've grown up a little more now - and I'm glad to realize that I have yet to lose certain qualities that I'd like to keep
=)
Closing a chapter in my life, and I'm looking for an opportunity to start writing the next chapter. Blundering along, saying things the way I see it, searching for new people in my life who can accept me for who I am, who can give me and themselves a chance to discover more about each other.
The bow stretched, the eye trained, the arrow running true.
I've been thinking... perhaps I should get a tattoo of bows and arrows... hmm. (imagines my mom screaming in the background)
