So much pent-up emotions in me. I feel like I'm being split into two by them.

Damn.

So fucking unfair.

It's been eons since I last updated.

Frustration has been plaguing me recently, and I have no idea what I'm frustrated about.

There just seems to be this huge weight on my head and it's wearing me out physically and mentally.

I'm tired. I want a break from the world. I want peace and quiet. But peace and quiet presents me another frustration. It's a never-endless vicious cycle.

What do I really want? I have no idea.

My entire world has been whacked out of the universe.

I'm tired of trying to be perfect all the time.

I'm tired of trying. But at the same time, I do not want to give up.

Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn.

I hate idling around with no aim whatsoever...