To you...

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This is the very last thing i wish to happen to you...

I might not fully understand or emphasize...

But... I don't want you to give up.

I want you to know that even though I may physically be beside you, you are with me.

Through thick and thin, I will never abandon you.

So.. for me... be strong...

Lol.. today took a trans cab and the driver was playing emo chinese songs on the way. Think I've been listening to too much emo songs recently. Hehe.

It's a turning point... and soon there will be another... and another and another...

No matter what happens, together, we can pull through everything life throws at us.

Changes... and a reluctance to move on to a new life.... but I got to deal with it.

So much pent-up emotions in me. I feel like I'm being split into two by them.

Damn.

So fucking unfair.

It's been eons since I last updated.

Frustration has been plaguing me recently, and I have no idea what I'm frustrated about.

There just seems to be this huge weight on my head and it's wearing me out physically and mentally.

I'm tired. I want a break from the world. I want peace and quiet. But peace and quiet presents me another frustration. It's a never-endless vicious cycle.

What do I really want? I have no idea.

My entire world has been whacked out of the universe.

I'm tired of trying to be perfect all the time.

I'm tired of trying. But at the same time, I do not want to give up.

Damn. Damn. Damn. Damn.

I hate idling around with no aim whatsoever...